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My name is, Berlin.
Thats all your need to know.

Saturday, December 12, 2009 @ Saturday, December 12, 2009

'hey look. i missed you but im bloodly not gonna admit it.' - Bang.
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@ Saturday, December 12, 2009

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sometime i wake up every morning and i wonder, 'what the hell am i doing?'
i dont even know!
hahahaha. i know that i've been grumbling about this very often but, what to do.
have no goals is a very sad thing but its even sadder when you dont even get one when you kept thinking about it.
i sound like im talking a load crap of rubbish right?
nevermind.
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basically i just missed Bella Hong alot and i really really hope that i'll see you soon! :*
what busy schedules everyone have got.

i hadnt watch New Moon, which is like. ya. super slow of me. i hadnt got the time but im trying to find. mommy just came back from paris and sad to say she didnt buy alot of things for me because there was nothing much except branded goods and the chocolates there are real common too. owells? there's nothing much that you can wish for. i hate that girl. its none of my business really, just that im wondering why the fuck this kinda person would've been oh-so-effing much luckier than me. im grumbling and i cant help it.
HAHAHAHA.
i hope tomorrow will be a good day though. WXW just watch Brown Eyed Girls (live!) i think. im so jealous that im spilling blood but thats okay, someday i'll watch 2pm live. :P
i think im kinda weird because, im weird.
i train like crazy for volleyball but i dont think that i even remotely improved in the least bit. i think that i dont wanna be a setter anymore because its not easy. i know that i shouldnt throw in the towel so easily but its not easy when there's so many things that you have to adapt to. where will i go after this? :(

oh bloody camera, come back to me!
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Tiring.
Friday, December 11, 2009 @ Friday, December 11, 2009

k, nowadays trainings are oh-so-effing frequent that i cant even type properly now!
hahahaha.
currently at jolene's house, another match later aye.
i feel like typing a long post but at the same time, im also lazy.
expectations are a scary thing.
people expect you to know this, know that, expect you to do this, do that.
you cant disappoint your friends and at the same time you dont wannt disappoint yourself and others around you by doing the things that they dont want you to do.
confusing huh?
i think im pretty confusing too.
at my age i think im a confusing assholeeeeeeeeeeee.
yea seriously.
sounds so wrongggggggggggggggggggg.

"i think that i'm an asshole at a young age and at the age of 14, IM A BIGGER ASSHOLE THAN EVER."

sounds so wrongggggggggggggggggggg.
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Replay.
Friday, November 27, 2009 @ Friday, November 27, 2009

i need a replay.
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Jolene!
@ Friday, November 27, 2009

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hey mummy, HAPPY BIRTHDAY.
this photo was taken long long time ago and i wasn't inside because i had to go home!
owells.
i thank God that you're in Muffers because it just isn't the same without you here.
i love you mummy, you're brilliant!
oreos/mummy.
remember the first time when you just transfered to our school, and i immediately grabbed you? :D
HAHAHHA.
to think that you could've still remembered it too.
its been a real enjoyable two years with you.
though we may not be in the same class next year anymore, but i'll definitely still go to your house to taupok you and jeanie!
fret not, im always free. :D
lets study hard and do ourselves proud and show the world what we're capable of.

surprised mummy today @ her house, 9am!
she was like still asleep, just like a log.
then her sister janelle helped us wake her up, and we waited in her room while she washed up.
(omgah and she took damn long you know.)
then when she came in, we threw pillows at her!
her face was damn shocked.
hahahaha, and we chatted, had this fantabulous brunch of pasta.
(it was their leftover from Thanksgiving dinner but still, its awesome)
then i taupok-ed jeanie (jolene's cousin) and jolene!
its part of your birthday present you know.
then went to orchard and was planning to have a real awesomeee time with Bestie and just the both of us when, my mum called and said i was grounded plus 'we were supposed to go out together'.
(translation: we play golf and you are to sit down there and watch.)
dumb right??!!
im so sorry bestie, gah. D:
my best friend always forgives me, thankyou. i love you! :*
then now im stranded at home.
still meeting crystal god for that stupid shenyang video thing that i-dont-know-why i volunteered.
great huh?
its been a real tiring week and idk where to begin too.
plus there's open house tomorrow and looks like its gonna be hell again.
everyone's getting amath tuition?
sounds like it.
i. hate. tuition.
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Tuesday, November 24, 2009 @ Tuesday, November 24, 2009

BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOYA.

i want my keys!
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@ Tuesday, November 24, 2009

AH HELLO. :D
i am definitely okay now!
teehees.
currently at deardear's house with joshua at my side.
he's staring at the com and doing nothing.
(he likes to eat sweet stuff alot.)
he wanna go home and eat pork curry!
"eh my mother cook very nice leh."
hahahaha.
i think he's damn tall.
and he's damn bored.
im bored too, i was stuck at home for the whole day yesterday. :(
dont know how am i gonna survive man.
OH NO, TRAINING TOMORROW AGAIN.
THURSDAY TOO.
my neck and shoulders and already aching like mad sia.
plus now, IM LIKE UNDER HOUSE ARREST (by my mum).
she took my keys away, thats why i couldnt go out yesterday. :(
then nowadays i'll have to leave the house at 7am if i dont wanna stay home for the whole day.
WTH. because after that my sister and mother will be working, so im like stuck.
k great uh?
i think i should try to get keys now.
but how.
great.

ps/: i dieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee also wanna stay at class chalet.
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